“Love on the Spectrum” star Pari Kim shared an emotional post on Instagram following the passing of her beloved mom, Esme, at the age of 61.
The U.S. Sun reports that Esme passed away after battling Stage 4 breast cancer that “had recently returned.”
“Grief and tragedy is not easy and feels very unpleasant,” she wrote on Instagram on Wednesday, May 13. “It feels like everything is becoming a train wreck and that there are two sides of yourself constantly fighting: the sad, lonely girl missing what was cruelly and unfairly taken from her at such a young age and the girl who has to stay strong and positive because she can’t give up if she wants to keep moving forward.
“Not every train track is a smooth ride. Sometimes the going gets rough and you need other trains to help you pull through and carry the weight of the world on your shoulders. 😢🕊️ It’s difficult to keep chugging along when your guardian locomotive reaches the end of the line but you have to keep going somehow even without her.”
Her mom’s passing comes after Kim lost her father, Henry Kim, in 2020 at the age of 55.
Pari Kim Makes Passionate Plea To Fans As Many Show Support
Along with her Instagram post, Kim also shared a message on her Instagram story.
“If you still have parents and they are loving and caring to you, please be grateful and know how lucky you are! Time is precious, and I didn’t expect to lose both of them so young!,” she wrote.
And with that, many fans flooded the comments section, showing her love and support.
“Soooooooo sorry to hear about the loss of your mom!! She fought very hard!! Your LOTS family is always here for you!!💜💜💜,” Love on the Spectrum’s star Madison Marilla commented.
“I’m always here for you 💕💕💕, ” Love on the Spectrum star Dani Bowman posted.
“We’re praying for you Pari, we love you🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗,” Love on the Spectrum star Tyler White shared.
“Thinking of you a lot. Know there’s so many people who love you,” Love on the Spectrum star Tina Zhu Xi Caruso wrote.
“I am so sorry, Pari. I feel so bad and want to give you and Teal a big hug,” Love on the Spectrum star Abbey Romeo said.
Pari Kim & Tina Zhu Xi Caruso Recently Revealed They Split Up
On Friday, April 24, Zhu Xi Caruso and Kim both shared an Instagram post to confirm that they have split up.
“It’s mutual. @purpleprincesspari and I have spit up. We’re just friends now,” Zhu Xi Caruso wrote. “We are like Glinda and Elphaba in the way we advocate for what we believe in. I’m the Elphaba and I can’t wait to show the world how I advocate. Pari will continue to advocate like Glinda. I hope we can still advocate as friends for things we believe in like public transportation and disability advocacy.”
Kim expressed similar sentiments on her Instagram Story.
“A few people have been asking if me and Tina are still together. I just wanted to be honest and let you all know that we are just friends now, two trains on different tracks, but I wish her the best and bright T-riffic future!” she wrote.


